To All The Boys I've Loved Before...

Boy One- We were the off and on kind of thing. The couple everyone compared to a novel, the couple everyone wanted to be like. I took it for granted. You were everything I needed at the time. Falling was the easy part. Getting back up was the opposite. You gave me the fantasy. We really only lasted a few years, but it was sweet and uncomplicated while it lasted. Thanks for the happy. Thank you.

Boy Two- You are still in the back of my mind. You were the funny one, the clown, the one I didn't realize I had fallen for until it was too late. You never knew. We were close friends, the cliché. All of my friends knew. I wish I could've told you. You were the best thing I never had. Thanks for reminding me to dream.

Boy Three- You were special. That's the best way to describe you. Thank you for the serendipity. Thanks for the ukulele sessions and song. Thanks for the late-night talks and secret smiles across the room. Thanks for the full glances and piercing eye contact. I wish it could've turned out better. But we ran out of time. And you moved on.

Boy Four- You were an accident. You were never meant to happen to me, but all of a sudden, BAM, my guard down and heart open, you found me. I told you more than anyone else. I didn't realize what you felt. I think you were a different kind of love. I miss you. I'm sorry I had to give you up.